I don't want to continue down this road, I feel my face becoming more and more set in a facial expression of constant anger and "disgruntleness". It hurts me to experience this change. I feel my pride taking a hit as my work gets reprimanded as being too much work. Simple will do, well it hurts the pride of any designer when you don't want to see great work either. I've been conditioned to do my best in what I do but if this is what the working world expects of me, I don't think this is going to foster the amount of creativity I need to help me grow as an artist in some sense of the word.

I don't mind working but NOT for a company does not encourage creativity growth or freedom. I need these in order to produce better pieces of quality. People are selfish and only want what is best for themselves. There is a air of competition and linearity in this smog, nobody should ever step out the line lest the company motto is threatened. Co-workers commune with each other to help further their own ideas and agendas in the company, everyone seems to be less and less personal. So many masks around.

I'm always late, I'll give you that. I understand I have a problem with tardiness and I'm working on fixing this.
But I do not believe that I will gain anything useful of this endeavour unless it's about office politics and social behaviour in said environment.

Goodbye.