Hahaha, uni's never been better. I'm doing fine on most of my units so no problems there. Except for maths which is giving me hell.

I joined kendo which was a good thing cos now I got some sport activities down, I won't eat so much. It reminds me soooooo much of band. Dedication, perfection, timing, patience, accuracy , good spirit and respect. Makes me think of band again. A little bit of discipline is always good for the mind. I can focus so much better now.
Fortunately or not, I am kinda attracted to my Kendo Senpai, Fenn. Sigh she makes me think of chee hui. Sigh. I saw that little earring twinkling on her right ear, is she gay? Or is she not? I don't know why but I'm happy.

Back to degree shiz, I made a few friends in my course or least in some of my units and how I got to know them is still because of Kendo, well after we finished Kendo anyway. It's good to have friends to sit with during lectures so you don't feel so left out. You can also talk to them to if you don't understand the assignment and they share the pain that you feel when all of us are doing the same units. Hahaha. I don't know whether I'm feeling anything for Roze though. He makes me feel very comfortable with myself, probably doesn't notice that I have a slight attracttion to him. Hopefully he'll notice in time to come. =)

Now, Onto JPN 1A. Made a new friends in JPN 1A. How I met Na-chan was that for Wednesday's tut, I was lining up to ask Sachi Sensei some questions. She was behind me and we started commenting on the chopsticks on the table and thats how it all began. I asked her if she wanted to join me for lunch cos she looked kinda lonely sitting there after Wed's Tut. To think she LURVES anime tooooo! As well as cosplay. SO happy. Unfortunately, she loves hugging people and is pretty physical sooooo very bad for me. I'm not one for such attention so it gets me kinda bothered when she does that. Especially when I'm not really that much of a social creature. Last week after fri's test and lecture, we went to find a room to play our DS's (well it ended up being mostly mine but meh). We did it under the guise of renting a DVD and watching it in one of the rooms. It's pretty cute that Na-chan was playing Taiko No Tatsujin so fervently. It's a cute game, I'll give you that. We turned on the show and then started to play the DS so nobody would know we weren't really watching it. Hahaha, she's such a cute kid. She kept stealing my hair band and jacket though. She's so adorable how she steals my hair band and wears it on her own head. After a while of playing, she kept hugging me and playing with me. And me being a dunce with all these would just freeze. I told her to let go and she was like "No". (>______________________<) The thought that only two of us was in the room and she was hugging me was scary, my heart was beating in my head. Luckily she stopped after she realized how I became energy-less. I was burying my head on the table in embarrassment which I hoped she realized was what I was feeling. The butterflies was nice but it's so confusing! I wish she wasn't so nice to me. Sigh, but I love her too.... not that way(iI hope).

Hahahha basically its just a summary of my stupid love life. I think everything will take time. Then I'll see if it was just primary nervousness or something more. We'll just have to wait and see. =)

Ahhh, I'm so tired. Gah my arms are aching sooooo bad.

Went for kendo today, we moved on to combining footwork with sword cuts. Ahhh, too fast. My footwork still sucks. I keep forgeting to sprint across in the first step and then I supposed to make zashi cuts, small cuts. I end up bringing up the sword and making a bigger version of the cut im supposed to make. I need to aim at the throat of my opponent as well as make the cut action when im nearer to the oponent not too close to the oponent. ahhh so tired

then played a bit of badminton with the badminton club. It's good to feel the "twang" of the racket hitting the shuttlecock again. It's been so long since I played properly. Some of the guys are pretty good. It's scary. hahahah

Then I went for my gym session, I lost a bit of weight already! Before I even started the program, hahaha. Looks like it's a good sign, cutting down has visible effects.

Ahhh and I'm not sliding across the floor. As amanda puts it, "Your bouncing". AHHHHHH, I need to practise so bad. Grrrr. And I'm getting blisters on the bottom of my right foot.

Mitch says to put some sports tape on my toes to prevent it from chafing. What the hell is sports tape? O_o?? First time I have heard of it. Hahahha, maybe it's called something else in Singapore. Who knows?

Hahaha, she looks likes she trimmed her hair today, its kinda uniformed at the back. Maybe I'm staring too much.

No uniform yet. Indigo dye eh, looks like it's the traditionally made uniform. Those made with those before time methods of dye making. Amanda says wash no more than every 3 months. Boy, no wonder her has those sweat patches. It's been stained. Unfortunately if you wash it too much, the colour will come right off. They can't dry under the sun either.

14/3/2009

New song of the moment. Mandy Moore, Crush

'nuff said.

oh oh, yeah yeah yeah, oh oh
You know, everything that I'm afraid of
You do, everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know, I should tell you how I feel
I wish, everyone would disappear
Every time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

(Chorus)
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
Sometimes, you tell me things that I don't wanna know
I just want to hold you
You say, exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

(Chorus)
I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

Hey ey ey I got a crush, I got a crush on you
You say, everything that no one says
But I feel, everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
(Chorus) x2
I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

I got a crush, I got a crush on you
I got a crush, I got a crush on you
I got a crush, I got a crush on you
I got a crush, I got a crush on you