You were a long ago part of my memory yet you plague my dream today. You come and give out ideas for drug abuse. I want so much to you all my secrets yet I know you will never accept one as me. For reasons justified and not, I still love you yet I am unsure whether its still and infatuation or something more. Many obstacles stand in our ways, our orientation for one but I will not care. Should I be able to hold you and just lie beside you, I would be content.