shit shit shit shit. I NEED TO DO MY BLOODY JOURNALS.
Journals+RPFresearch+Storyboard = 10% completed
IT2 Computers project = 0%
Maths project = 30%
HAHAHAHHAHA. IM SO DEAD. fuck fuck fuck fuck, crap crap crap. HAHAHAHAH
IM GONNA DIE NOW.
With each smile she makes,
Its my breath she takes.
The feelings of contentment rise as I watch her in a happy element. Her happiness is thine own as well. With that simple action, the rest of the day has be decided. Its just one movement with many repercussions. Thank you for making me feel good about myself. That I can do SOMETHING.
Thank you.
I love you with my very soul. I learnt to always BELIEVE.
Arigatou Gozaimasu.
Remember the feelings
Remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away.
This moment I knew I would be someone else
My love turned around
and I fell.
Be my bad boy
Be my man
Be my weekend lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
that I Don't need you
in my life again
Wont you be my bad boy
Be my man
Be my weekend lover
But dont be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand that I
Don't need you again
(no I don't need you again)
(bad boy)
We once made this promise
to stay by my side
But after some time
You just pushed me aside
You never thought
that a girl can be strong
Now I show you how to go on.
Be my bad boy
Be my man
Be my weekend lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
that I Don't need you
in my life again
Wont you be my bad boy
Be my man
Be my weekend lover
But dont be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand that I
Don't need you again
(no I don't need you again)
Cascada - Bad boy
I'll cry in my time,
I die in my time.
I'll live in my time,
I'll accept in my time.
I'll pray for you in my time,
I'll love you in my time.
I'll be myself in my time,
I'll be alone in my time.
I'll hurt in my time,
I'll heal in my time.
I'll hope in my time,
I'll despair in my time.
Her caring nature was soothing,
she forgave all that I did.
It's only happiness that she brings,
so for her; my heart will once again beat.
Her abode is not the best,
conflict arises daily.
So I will hold her close to my chest,
till the day that she becomes truly happy.
Her optimism is endless,
never a day I do not see a smile.
Off all the girls,
It is her who keeps my days from being dull.
A soul that keeps thy calm
A soul that wishes me no harm
A soul that makes me learn
that love is something I yearn.
With that I end my sonnet,
To all those that guess my beau right
A little treat is what you ill get.
Something that you can sip or bite.
You are not alone,
Im right here to catch you when fall.
Dreams continue to plagarise my mind.
I dreamt of camel mounts in a WOW world. Fight camel mounts. They last longer. Prolly because of the camel joke from the other day. Van was in there as well. I can't remember what she said.
Zanger Marsh said she liked started liking someone else during a Arguement??
I hate you my heart.
I should have never liked or loved you. Now all I have is your constant empty gaps you make my feel everyday.
However,
The old butterfly feelings are back. Im not paralysed but I seem to be struck by you.
The journey ahead is ardous, littered with perils and obstacles. I hope I can sail through this choppy waters.