I had such a weird dream today.
I dreamt of my housemate, we were going for some party or something <_<. Double layers, short and long. Al mentioned him being cuter than expected? I can’t remember much from the dream. When we reach home, I went -------------- ? And he went hmm? I realized I was trying to say something to him. Gah. And then I said ‘nothing’, and then the door was opened. I woke up from that NIGHTMARE after that. I woke up panting and heart beating fast. What the hell?!

Hey, Changed my "song of the moment" cos I gave up on love already. It's not what I'm feeling inside anymore. So in it's place is another song. The Song title and Artist is in the music column on the left if You are interested.

I don't know where to start
Say I'm tired or throw a party
These cucumber eyes are lying the more that i smile about it
And all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways
I don't like it

It's good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I'm happy you're in love
'Cause every color goes where you do

I'm adoring you
It's all good
You're so beautiful
I'm black and blue all over
You're breaking my flow
How could you know what I'm saying about it
When all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways
I don't like it

It's good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I'm happy you're in love
'Cause every color goes where you do

I feel so powerless
I've got to stop it somehow
Oh come on what can i do?
Why's it happening
How's it happening without me
Why's it happening
How's it happening that he feels it without me

It's good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I'm happy you're in love
'Cause every color goes where you do

You know who are you are.


When did the rain start it's crying again?
When did the flowers start to bloom again?
When did the sun sent it's warmth down again?
Seems like everything moved again.

I can't stand change.