Since I have'nt been posting for eons already. I shall grace my poor poor estranged diary with some entries to give it some life. And so I shall post about Ouran High School Host Club. 25

Tamaki is getting engaged.... How can this be!!! Nooooo, tell me I'm dreaming. He is getting engaged to a girl called Eclair. Stupid woman! Grrrr and what kind of name is that? Eclair?! Thats a chocolate pastry!! What kind of trickery did you use to brainwash Tamaki??? You you used black magic did'nt you!? Haruhi doesn't want to admit she feels jealous;so like her. Whats more Tamaki wants to close the Host Club FOREVER!! Kyoya getting slapped by his father!! He doesn't deserve that!! In the manga, his father complimented him for actually taking part in this! Not the other way round! Haruhi starts to contemplate about Tamaki's past and how his life was fraught with sadness. How she too, lost her mother and would never get the chance to see her again. Two lost souls intertwined. Stupid Chocolate pasty women. Tamaki's grandmother also makes her appearence, spiteful woman. I really don't the anime to end on such a sad note when it gave me such a exhilarating time with its quirky humour. As I look at at it and think back, what I saw someone wrote made a lot of sense. Even though, it was a cartoon laced with humourous articles, there were times too of sombre moods and good plot development. How they told the story with analogy inserts between episodes to prove their point and how the character's relationship between people was formed and how distinct each were, with their own personaly. It was such a excellent anime, I really wished it would not end so soon.

Ichi nian, Haiyay-yo..... M( T_T)m

I still experience you near me, you appear in my dreams. I thought I had forgotten you. You came back and reminded me. In a dream, you came down the stairs. A family; mother ; children (where's mom) A hug i gave you. Makeup medicine. I'm confused. A stage, a show Host beside me. An aquaitance behind me that dissapeared. A witch.

I had a weird dream this morning, involving people i liked or knew in my past. I was really confused in the morning nonetheless I will put in behind me.