I saw your pictures and I felt something ache. Gaaaargh! I miss you sooooo much.

You know who you are,

I love hanging out with you so much, you're so awesome with your vocal ways. It hurts me so when you start contemplating issues that I can't really comprehend. I'm powerless to help you in certain ways and that makes me feel so frustrated. I want to help you but I don't know how.

All I know is to give tangible items like food or medicine or care but I never really understood the idea of emotional support. My parents never really explained that bit to me, how they care for me was by buying things or not reacting to certain things. My family deals with issues by avoiding it. I feel like it's a bit late to start learning how to feel and care as a human being but I'm not stopping.

Do you know why?
You are one of the few people I go out of my way to care for because there's something that's really special inside of you. You have the capacity to be someone very great. I'm not bluffing when I say this but I'm only drawn to people who have a very strong resolve to something. I only stick around those who have great determination.

I know that you know you are loved but if ever for that moment you feel like your life is down remember that you have something very special.

Don't go changing yourself either. Friends love you for the way you are, you don't have to change for them because they are content to have you.

I am one of them. I never forget how grateful I am to have you in my life.

I'm saying this as a close friend who's seen how you've been lately.

I miss home but I don't miss all those storms that brew. If I don't miss home that much then why is there water in my eyes?