A person told me today, I've still got a long way to go. He showed me the reality of the world in the future. For the first time in a long while I felt really scared for my future. The artists of now will only be ten fold better when I graduate. I've just realised how complacent I am. I've got to practise my art and keep practising. I just feel like crying now. There's so much I need to learn. It's just that I've really haven't got enough time to juggle everything in my life. It sounds just like a giant excuse, but I starting to doubt my chosen path again.
I can't blame anyone but myself for my complacency, I need to really learn from the best and keep growing. I need some time to chill for myself now.