It's 9.35 pm as I write this and I'm thinking how long it's been since I've arrived here. I feel so different than when I came. I used to be so confused in living in a foreign country, learning how to fend for myself. Now I can manage a lot of things on my own. It's such a extreme polarity.

I used to be so distracted and lazy, now I really can say that with age; you become more motivated. :) I'm 21 this year and I'm more motivated than ever, it's time to work hard and never give up. I'll take this challenge head one and do well! I know I can do it! It's only if I wanna put in the effort and prove to my tutors and lecturers that I can do it. They are there to help but not there to speed up your work. It's when you ALREADY KNOW stuff and you wanna IMPROVE that you ask them. I've got to keep this motivation going.