There is a reason why they said, love always comes before sex. If you skip love, you'll regret what you did. You feel so bad after doing it and all in the name of one night of pleasure. I truly regret what I did, I feel cheap and used now. Too desperate, I hate myself right now. I really want someone to treasure me and tell me I'm beautiful not empty words and to only LOVE me. Sex shouldn't be on his/her mind at all. :(. So used... really.
I can't see you in that light anymore. You are too cheap in my mind now.
I'm so bad at controlling myself. (T_T)