A friend of mine mentioned that I seemed to have lost weight which in fact I did. 5kgs yo! That's quite a feat. It's so warming when you hear your friend tell you that you've lost weight. It's like a compliment. Teehee! But the medicine hasn't been working again but is my fault because I haven't been taking them regularly and watching what I eat. I've gotten back to eating the usual portions I've been taking. Those pills help to suppress my hunger pangs so I've gotta start taking them more frequently to prevent myself from snacking on more food.

I think the main reason why the pills aren't working is because the amount of food I eat. I weight myself after showering it seems to stay at 75 kgs, but after dinner. It's always 76, I'm thinking that it is actually working just that I've been more than I putting out. SO THE ONLY WAY IS TO CUT WHAT I EAT. Which is what I'm doing now.

I hope I stick with it, I want to have a nice body and figure but it's a long way to my ideal weight. That would be like 45 kgs for person my height(155cm). That's like a 30 kg drastic drop. I'll have to go at it little by little, so right now I'm just aiming to shed off the next 5 kgs and bring it down to 70, and then to 65, 60,55... you get the picture.

I just hope I don't lose the drive halfway through! I want to be skinny! I want to be able to wear nice things! I want to be cute! I want to be healthier! I want to be able to move quicker and have better stamina! All of that only comes with less body fat being lugged around on my body. I MUST KEEP THE WILL.

I MUST CONTROL MY PORTION SIZE, and try to exercise. LOL!

Till then, I better loose some more weight or I'll sulk in front of my computer like How I am now. XD!