I just want my bed. I want it for the simple reason that it holds me like no other person would. It's the closest I've got to an embrace. It goes around my body like a warm hug but that's all I'm getting for now. It's soothing, comforting and warm.

Something I've always craved for, don't you have one of those days where you feel so empty? I did. You feel like something is missing and you cry for no apparent reason. The tears just fall out for no reason. They just come free flowing, down, down, down.
I want intimacy, I want to feel someone's touch, a hand to caress me, to assure me that I still am here. When you don't have someone to talk to you or entertain you, the mind does wander to strange places.I'm running away from the loneliness I feel, I ran to your house for the simple reason of keep those empty feelings aside. Yet they came back once I left, it's hard to keep those emotions at bay. It's so hard to stop feeling lonely.

I've done all those things to make myself happy, I look at things positively, I smile, laugh whenever I can and make friends. But yet, it still feels so empty to me.
All I really just want is some assurance, someone to tell me I'm important to this world, I'm beautiful, someone to tell me I have a purpose. I feel so lost, so alone in this big ocean. Waves and waves crashing into each other taking no heed of the damage it causes.

I'm feeling so insecure right now, can someone please love me?





Please?