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Monday, November 24, 2008
I can't stand myself,
I want love yet I push it away. I really want to in love but I go into an automatic response every time someone asks me anything about love. Kinda like a defense mechanism. I really do have self-esteem issues. I cry to myself on my own, I'll give you that. What I tell you is what I wanna tell you, there are things I'd rather not say because it makes me sad inside. I'm running away from so many things. I want someone to love me despite what I say. I can't help what I say.

I'm so jealous of those around you. I just want some attention. It's still hard for me, till now. It really is still so very painful inside me. I just to burst out but yet I can't. I want you to tell me your problems. It hurts to me to see you like this. Really.

I really can't stand myself.

Why?!

24/11/08 ; 1.43 am
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