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Sunday, July 13, 2008
I feel lost, alone and unloved. I really hoped that I will never have this sickness again but It has come back.

If you never ever really cared, you should have told me. I was praying,hoping. You two were the best things that happened to me and you will always be. An answer would be good but you never even responded. I had a birthday without any of my friends please don't let me lose you again, I really wished you could be with me for my birthday. My heart has been torn by both your actions. I really can't hold back the tears that are falling down my face.

Without you too, I wouldn't be who I am today. Almost Everyone says they cannot come. Whats the point of holding a party without the ones you love?

I really don't want to hold this party anymore. It is a waste of time, money and my emotions. Your draining me of something I already have so little of, if your guilt doesn't nag at you I hope the next party You'll have, you will be all alone so that you know the pain i have. I don't want to trouble my family for this party if most of your aren't even taking the trouble to COME to it.

DAMN MY LIFE!



YOU WASTED MY EMOTIONS AND TIME. I FEEL USED AND BETRAYED. THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR HAVING FRIENDS LIKE THESE, MANIPULATED FEELINGS AND FALSE HOPES.











FUCK ALL OF YOU BASTARDS AND WHORES.
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