I cannot take it anymore, the awkwardness, the following. I feel like I'm going to explode. I really really cannot take it anymore. It hurts to watch and consider people's feelings. It hurts to know that they will find a better person, it hurts to know that they will be happier know this better person yet inside my heart says I have done a good thing.
Is a good deed that painful for my soul?
Will it really make me feel better?
I just want to shout my thoughts without being sterotyped. To love like everyone else, to sing like everyone else. Not cry alone.
When will this madness end?
It really is a Mad world.
So.... What's in your head?
Zombie! Zombie! Zombie! Zombie!
Reference taken from The Cranberries' song Zombie.