Do you see the tears that collecting in my eyes? Do YOU ever know how I feel when I'm abandoned? So what If my timings are wrong? Do you think even if I rescheduls my timing she would allow me too?! SHE SO FUCKING PERSISTENT! SHE WOULD JUST DISMISS IT AS AN EXCUSE. So now, all alone at home where everybody else is off having fun. I would sing my swan song to myself. Slowly but surely , the blood in the wrist will sever the ache inside the brain. It will clot the pain and being about my euphoria. My secret thrill. The rain thunders on. Go cry lets all cry. To die alone.... oh how I have realised the calmness of dying alone.
