fuck! Whats WRONG with me?! My heart is beating really fast just because of a building. I imagined seeing him coming out of the building all business like and my breath stopped, my heart skipped a beat and my stomach took a plunge. I couldn't breathe of a second there. Argh! I couldn't concentrate on my driving after that. I had a dream about him too this morning, him and nail polish. Go figure. Crap what is this??
Don't tell me its infatuation cos I HATE IT! I HATE how it makes me feel, I HATE how it makes me weak in the knees and I HATE how I can only think MOSTLY of him.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!